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Kool Stuff
by hxchomerjay51 Location: Here, There, and Everywhere
Sex : M
Pain and Suffering 2/8/2002
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I'm really feeling crappy right now. I'm in so much pain. I'm hurt really badly. I just don't understand. Am I worth anything? What am I worth? I thought I was special. Maybe I'm overreacting or misunderstanding. I sure hope I am. I sure hope that I'm still wanted by the one who said she always would love me. I know she's probably not gonna like this. And I tried not to come here and write n e thing about it. But I must. Why does something that makes her so happy make me so sad??? I think it's cos I don't know what's going on...I dunno...I'm confused. I kinda hope she doesn't read this. But I also kinda hope she does, so she can take all this confusion away...so she can take all this pain away...so that I won't be sad anymore. So that I will realize how stupid I'm being right now to think something like this. I'm such an insecure prick. I dunno...I just don't know what to do n e more. I'm tired of letting everyone know what I'm feeling. I know I said I wouldn't write in here n e more. But I dunno...maybe this will be the last? We'll see...Miranda, please come save me from all this....
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